motivation.inspiration

i'm getting very very tired of being home alone all day every day. I feel like i'm getting trapped in my mind, not even able to hold a normal conversation when need to. going. crazy.

I have work that can be done, but mindless busy work is sooo easy to postpone, even when I have nothing else to do, i can invent something.

i sent a resume for a job.

But do i want a job? I thought this was supposed to be where i was supposed to be? I may not be doing a very good job of listening to God lately, as for awhile I really felt that he was guiding me.. now i feel a little lost. What was the point of getting to the place where i could work at home if I'm not enjoying working at home? Is this where I'm supposed to be? Doesn't it work for the future? I'm confused, and tired of spending my days with myself, my mac, and hgtv.

just thoughts.